Try to be pure at heart, they arrest you for robbery,
Mistake your shyness for aloofness, your shyness for snobbery,
Got the message this morning, the one that was sent to me
About the madness of becomin’ what one was never meant to be.
West of the Jordan, east of the Rock of Gibraltar,
I see the burning of the stage,
Curtain risin’ on a new age,
See the groom still waitin’ at the altar.

–Bob Dylan

Chapter 11. Sunlight, nature’s best disinfectant was clearing out the last few doppler shadows…

Sun­light, as nature’s best dis­in­fec­tant was clear­ing out the last few doppler shad­ows warn­ing of hair­spray gob­lins on the lurk, but already too late for this crew because every­one was still cling­ing by half-painted vitamin-deficient fin­ger­nails from some angelic reef in the mind of por­tents. That is to say, every­one on this wing of the Jesus & Mary Chain fan club of Lin­coln Park, by class­less­ness design, had already picked sides. It was one of those per­fectly chilled crisp Fri­day the 13ths. A star­tling, slightly chilled, beau­ti­ful autumn day. Pic­ture per­fect for all the errand hop­ping on the agenda that morn­ing as we rolled off the awful mat­tress and box springs still on the floor nearly two years after mak­ing the apart­ment home. But wit­ness the sky on this most faux spooky of days! The cos­mos had for­tu­itously strung together a clus­ter of these per­fectly tem­pered days where blue out­weighed white in an unde­clared spat for best sky of the ’85 sea­son well-punctuated by things only doppler shad­ows can know. Betsy and I worked, she in an office on K Street, I out in Fair­fax County out in the field, as they say in the engi­neer­ing busi­ness, but we’d both taken the day off to arrange our own wed­ding. Such it is with sec­ond and third betrothals. Soon enough that opu­lent autumn sky would be gone, junked briefly for a dif­fer­ent sort of punk and dis­or­derly phase of spa­tial love­mak­ing. Light­ing is every­thing. The absence of light encour­ages the spooky, and with all that was rid­ing on this cer­e­mony, we were stand­ing not with tra­di­tion, but with the deca­dent charms of a cor­rupt and con­ven­ing age. Black the eager pig­ment of night sky gap­ing, life­less and with­out form now cloaked the city. Black the earnest parch­ment of search­ing souls clutch­ing at unstated cru­ci­fixes roamed the ruddy red streets, flut­ter­ing like unlikely moths, beguil­ing as gnats and patched voices of unprepped kids stand­ing for the skid as if it were the braver thing to do, oh boy, bang girls greas­ing the bid with cherry red lip­stick and cheap chem­i­cal romance, unbound buff studs on the porch with­out a hay­seed among them, blue fox and pitch sim­ple, cop­per rain and plat­inum coif devices boast­ing angry and resent­ful secrets kept in ripped pock­ets, wrapped purses, week­end spikes, spit into the wind of spoiler anthems, imag­i­nary com­bat, yes, granny boots and sud­denly hip corsets pulled out of the closet on high, and once more for a short sea­son until sea­soned rage turns molten heads again, dig­ging up fam­ily roots as ruth­less as the open fly—all—kept flow­ing, the base­ment door propped open in a dubi­ous sig­na­ture to greet our ges­ture savvy con­gre­ga­tion with increas­ing hints of how swollen the num­ber grow­ing to fill the walls and halls, cir­cles and cliques our par­tic­u­lar DC Row­house had com­ing. Quiet neigh­bor­hood expec­ta­tions meets noisy to the bone. All fresh cer­tain­ties. Ear­lier in this bright day, jug­gling her tasks and anx­i­eties, her senior parent’s arrival on Delta, shag­ging bor­rowed dress from Eva, which was actu­ally Eva’s mother’s wed­ding dress, and shop­ping for items not to be found in this once con­ser­v­a­tive town for at least another decade and a half. We finally bought a red rose and had them spray painted black. Rather apro­pos, I guess, now that I think about it all these thin and fat years later.

This two-party town, hardly a honk­ing any­thing goes wreck­ing ball city of splen­dor back in those dan­de­lion and daf­fodil days, is where George Wash­ing­ton him­self had picked the plot for the new plan­ta­tion, t nation’s cap­i­tal to be built back in his day, when any­thing any­body did or even thought about now not only is his­toric but more impor­tantly, seems his­toric, but for the pur­poses of this sen­tence he prob­a­bly never slept in this camp now bear­ing his name, out­side a tent, hav­ing long already inher­ited and improved his Mt. Ver­non estate just up the road.

That after­noon I can­vassed the Mall like any good punk rocker, hand­ing out DIY wed­ding invi­ta­tions to almost any­one, pro­mot­ing sub­ur­ban band Asbestos Rock­pyle in as good a light as it ever got. Mine was not a sophis­ti­cated method­ol­ogy as wed­ding plan­ning goes, but it was one that would work best with a crowd always look­ing for an imme­di­ate place and an excuse to be, an imme­di­ate place and plat­form to show it off, an imme­di­ate place and sound to bang a band, or an imme­di­ate place and open tap to get wasted, sloshed, or com­pletely wasted. Not hav­ing a enough notable friends who I thought might show up, hav­ing only been in town the same length of time as my box springs, I was just ger­ry­man­der­ing the dis­trict for best results. Not to men­tion that all this mar­riage busi­ness had only started about three weeks ear­lier, on a dare.

Straight up black tee, torn jeans, leather, and chains, red ban­dana knot­ted above the boots. Mohawk. Kids with no names and unfa­mil­iar faces but uni­form intact kept flow­ing into the periph­ery, bel­low­ing out, “Where am I? What’s this address?” Guess they had made it over to the base­ment on some­one else’s guid­ing light. But here they were. Want­ing the address to give to oth­ers. The tele­phone num­ber. Despite my sat­u­ra­tion of the Mall with fly­ers, this had become a spon­ta­neous word of mouth event. These inter­rup­tions were a joy­ous blip on my radar, but I finally made a poster and taped it to the front door. I had at least for the past thirty min­utes been scrib­bling down the vows. Actu­ally, I was writ­ing a long min­is­te­r­ial address, in ink, and while not exactly a mas­ter­piece among the ruins, the doc­u­ment still holds up to a cer­tain scrutiny. The min­is­ter lady would arrive shortly. I needed to com­plete the task at hand. Where were my lieu­tenants? Just a few more lines to wrap this thing up…

George Wash­ing­ton slept here. You’ve heard it dozens of times. You’ve seen it printed on signs and brochures that pro­mote his­toric attrac­tions, inns, pubs and tav­erns through­out the 13 orig­i­nal colonies. In fact, one might won­der if Wash­ing­ton had nar­colep­tic ten­den­cies. How else could one man sleep in so many places?

Records show that Wash­ing­ton, like so many of his fel­low found­ing fathers, was a trav­el­ing man. He spent days, weeks, even months on the road dur­ing his mil­i­tary and polit­i­cal careers. And since Mary­land was one of the orig­i­nal colonies—and briefly func­tioned as the cap­i­tal of the United States in Washington’s time—the state can cer­tainly claim its fair share of places where the first pres­i­dent ate, drank, enter­tained, addressed his con­tem­po­raries, planned rev­o­lu­tion­ary tac­tics, nego­ti­ated peace, and even dozed off every now and then.

The shadow Doppler velocime­try sys­tems carry dou­ble fiber-array sen­sors devel­oped for the mea­sure­ments of par­ti­cle tra­jec­tory angles and for the stereo­scopic inves­ti­ga­tion of par­ti­cles. Their per­for­mance is inves­ti­gated in two appli­ca­tion exam­ples; the mea­sure­ments of par­ti­cles in oscil­lat­ing motions and of those in pipe flows. The par­al­lel
2-line fiber-array con­fig­u­ra­tion enables us to mea­sure the tra­jec­tory angle in a plane per­pen­dic­u­lar to the opti­cal axis, with the mea­sure­ment errors less than 1.5 degrees. The high accu­racy of the present method real­izes highly accu­rate par­ti­cle shape recon­struc­tion process of shadow sig­nals, com­pared with that used in the nor­mal SDV with a sin­gle fiber-array sen­sor. The present con­fig­u­ra­tion also pro­vides the infor­ma­tion on the other tra­jec­tory angle in a plane par­al­lel to that includ­ing two laser beams, even though only its absolute value can be obtained. The sta­tis­ti­cal aver­age of the absolute val­ues of the angles larger than approx­i­mately 5 degrees can be mea­sured with the mea­sure­ment errors less than 3 degrees. In case of stereo­scopic mea­sure­ments where two SDV opti­cal sys­tems are uti­lized, the shad­ows of irregularly-shaped par­ti­cles taken by both opti­cal sys­tems show dif­fer­ent par­ti­cle prop­er­ties from each other, such as
area-equivalent diam­e­ters and aspect ratios. This dif­fer­ence is con­sid­ered to be espe­cially impor­tant when the flow char­ac­ter­is­tics have sig­nif­i­cant influ­ence on par­ti­cle ori­en­ta­tions. It can be also found by means of the stereo­scopic SDV that, in the present pipe flow exper­i­ments, the tra­jec­to­ries of par­ti­cles whose axial veloc­ity is far less than the main flow are influ­enced by three dimen­sional effects, pos­si­bly derived from the win­dows installed on the pipe wall.

Friends and fel­low wankers, we
are col­lected here at this obnox­ious
but cor­rec­tive hour to wit­ness and cel­e­brate a high and holy social con­tract, the merger of two spe­cial and not so unde­serv­ing char­ac­ters of repose who dare to laugh at the ghost of con­fu­sion and hypocrisy by pro­claim­ing their com­mitt­ment to their own autonomous gaze into the crip­pled sta­tus of mat­ri­mony. Let us rec­og­nize this in smiles and other fine wash­ables; rejoice and remember—be faith­ful and mul­ti­ply!
Sue and Gabriel, you are inspir­ing each other to weld a solid rela­tion­ship tonight based not on the old unre­li­able con­cept of love, but based on a mutual need and alien­ation which has con­founded the experts, belit­tled the gos­sips, and wrecked the ties that bind. There exists some doubt in the cyn­i­cal minds of the dis­grun­tled that you are enti­tled to such a paper chase turf as you have laid claim, but you march in vision towards homogeny, con­ti­nu­ity, cre­ative indul­gence, and artis­tic sup­pli­ca­tion. This mar­riage is made in the earth­i­est of ter­rain, in heaven as on earth. Til death shall you par­take of the felled plea­sures and cho­sen respon­si­bil­i­ties of your vows.
Make no vows but invoke spaz integrity. A spir­i­tual con­spir­acy. Words that evap­o­rate the pain of liv­ing should be your con­stant effort. Shep­herd your facts with a nose towards each oth­ers lusts and inspi­ra­tions, for it is with this stroke and ardor that gives good odor to the breath of your next ideal. No dan­ger would then come to you or your moral codes. Live for no slo­gans. For slo­gans are merely word­suck. Your knowl­edge shall become pro­found through the car­nal test of time so as to stump your detrac­tors, bury the dead, raise the liv­ing to new heights of sur­re­al­is­tic accep­tance focussing on passion’s denom­i­na­tion. Your creed is your ter­mi­nal belief in the naked sym­bols of rite and behav­ior. You strug­gle to res­ur­rect them in each other. You bank on each other. You sur­vive each other. Your bootheels are leg­ends to your maps of sub­tle decency. How many times have peo­ple you have known—and even yourselves—vowed for­ever and forever…only to scratch off in that great sta­tis­ti­cal graveyard—divorce? So who’s in charge here? What God has joined together, let no man put asun­der. The scam is up, the audi­ence never sleeps.
This is Amer­ica the Unsolv­able. This is SAMPLEX. This is holy mat­ri­mony, and finally, this is Gabriel and Sue.
Will you about face to face it?
Gabriel, do you take Sue to be your work of depen­dency, to love her, to pro­tect her and to be her num­ber one skank, as long as you both shall remem­ber? And Sue, do you take Gabriel to be your work of depen­dency, to love him, to pro­tect him from his dis­tant daze, and to be his crown of thorns so long as you both shall curry to invest?
The rings—
Your rings are a sign of the times, to be worn as a per­pet­ual warn­ing to your­selves and to oth­ers that love is lost when con­fu­sion knocks on inspiation’s door. Souls grow on bones but die beneath bankers’ hours. Go forth and search new words and new sea­sons for con­tra­band. Take these rings in remem­brance of these things. Remem­ber too, the beguil­ing phrases. (They took us as fools and pried us free of our ques­tions.) This is just another evening, an unquoted evening, in the weird annals of mankind. Don’t waste words, at their con­di­tion. They may never come again. And don’t waste Sid Vicious. He may never come again! I pro­nounce you skank and skank, known here and for­ever as:
Gabriel Thy & Sue Hedrick.


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